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things have been crazy lately! last week i went out wednesday, thursday, and then saturday... i had to take friday off because i was starting to feel sick from the drinking... i was awful thursday night, and still drunk when i went to class on friday. crazy.

so last night was saturday, $12 LIT pitchers at crawdaddy's. jessica, meredith (from work too) and i went. it was dead. after that, we hit up a pike party, where i saw dave from writing class pike, and brandon, and then currie from writing class (not a pike) and adam the sigma chi. it was ok. there was a DG there that kept following me around and talking about how i insulted her sorority last saturday. what a stupid freshman. on the other hand, it makes me feel like the popular kid. left the pike party, went to spankies. saw a handful of sigma chis there, hung out with the gals and then saw my manager and his friend bryan with whom i had a 1.5 hour debate earlier last week about change in the english language. he bought me a drink, we talked some more. jessica and meredith left (along with my coat and keys, ooops) and so ashley and i were there just chilling. then i left with the sigma chis, who had to go back to the pike party to pick up adam. turns out, he got into it last week with an SAE and he and the pikes and the few sigma chis with us were going to go fix things... or fight, either way. so we stood around talking about it for a while. there weren't but maybe 20 of us there. brandon was there and in my drunken stupor i had latched onto his arm for all to freakin see... oh well. he didn't mind, i guess, and he smelled good. so we all go over to the house, and they just talked. no fighting. i was kind of disappointed. then since i didn't have my car keys, i got to stay with brandon again! ahhhhh it was great. he said going into it that we couldn't mess around at all, we needed to just go to sleep... but i'd seen him checking me out at work ALLLLLLL night when i bent over to check stations and i knew that wouldn't last. and i was right ;D

so that was saturday.

earlier last week i met a guy randomly in the eurocafe (foreign language lounge) and facebooked him. we're meeting for coffee and crawdaddy's next friday. should be pretty fun.

when i got into work this morning and clocked in, i found a note paperclipped to my time card from bryan, my manager's friend, with his email and cell phone number. i thought that was pretty exciting too.

and a sigma chi has been buying me drinks when i see him out. and i rated a drunk dial from him friday.

and another sigma chi and i were flirting a bit more than usual last night... after we had made out evidently pretty hardcore in front of everyone at the party last saturday. so that was fun too!

all in all, things are going well, class is decent... can't wait to be done... getting stressed about money (good thing we only buy drinks on special and guys always buy me a drink) and all the time i'll have to take off work for wedding stuff and birthdays.... but all in all, life is spectacular!

love
lindsey.

parasseuse

so i haven't been studying like i ought to. i don't really care though. oops.

no big news on the brandon front. except he said i ought not be so naive, should play the field a little bit, and he still loves hanging out with me. whatever.

went out this weekend, used my fake, and have since met tons of new people. i think it's a very very good thing.

i'm tired of school.

ummmmmmm..... yeah.

love
lindsey.

parce que

just because shaina said something about not updating- here we go (and she's one to talk!!!)

1. spring break was good. slightly stressful because i had to be the responsible one, but fun. and full of new experiences. ;D

2. brandon is... i don't know yet. ask me thursday when i'm guaranteed to have seen him at work.

3. school is no fun anymore.

4. i think the two pikes that work at outback were talking about me the other day when i was there. they kept staring. i wonder what they were saying.

5. i love cody daniel and can't wait to move in with her this fall!!!

6. i miss my mommy and daddy and sisters.

7. i was invited to join 2 honor societies- one for french, one for english. super excited about both

8. i'm sick.

9. i haven't stayed in my own bed since i got back from the beach. i've stayed with cody every night and it's super fun!!!

10. i'm training her puppy

11. it's stupid to write in a list, but i like it.

12. i love work and the people i work with, especially shaina!!!

13. you know what? i'm a catch. i really am. people love me, i'm smart, i'm pretty, i've got a nice ass, decent legs, and great hair. i've got pretty eyes and a nice smile and i can talk with just about anyone and i'm fun and maybe slightly crazy and dorky, but in a hot librarian sort of way. guys ought to want to treat me better, because dangit, i'm not settling. and this is no assertive crazy i'm taking a stand thing, but rather a passive observation. they can do what they want, call me or not, but i'll keep them around as long as i want to and won't hesitate to drop them in a second if they don't treat me well. if they do, then i might consider making some allowances for them. since brandon was previously incredibly nice to me, i'll make him some allowances, but he really ought to at least move into the 'dating' stage with me, because i'm tired of 'hanging out.' i want to be taken out for a nice dinner and a movie and seen in public with him and i want to meet his friends and i want my friends to meet him and i want to get to know him better, outside of his bed. i want to get to know more guys for more than just their lips. on another note, though, cody said she met a guy, asked if he knew me, and he said, 'yeah, she's a really good kisser.' so that's another plus. i'm fiery too. in a good way ;D

i'm not perfect, and i can admit that, but you know, i'm not going to lie and say i'm nothing special. i am.

14. i might be slightly egotistical ;D

15. i'm really good at planning and coming up with good stories to get information that i need. i should be a spy.

love
lindsey.

vacances!!!

SPRING BREAK BEGINS!!! classes are over for a week and i leave at 7 AM tomorrow for the beachy poo!!!

this week has been... weird. brandon pretty much sketched out on me this week, but i guess it's all understandable, mostly. and i let him know how i felt about it. hopefully things will straighten out. it wasn't anything really terrible, he just wasn't as considerate as he had been. and that worried me a lot. i don't know if he understands exactly how much hatchett scarred me for life. i really feel like this "hanging out" stage is going to just keep going on and on, like it did with hatchett, until he decides he's done with me. i told him some of that last night, but i just don't know if he completely understands the full weight of the matter. the reality is, though, it was late last night when we got to talk, so maybe tonight.

actually, last night was pretty crazy. the whole week was. wednesday was IFC intramural championship basketball game... sigma chi lost to pike. yeah. i stood with the sigma chis though, and met brandon in the middle of the gym afterwards, where he PROMISED me he wasn't going to stay out long and he would call me in an hour or so. he never did. i ended up drinking at cody's and staying with her. he told me at work yesterday that he lost his phone. i don't know. i guess i'll believe him. i gave him tons of crap about it.

so last night. i worked, so did brandon... we talked briefly. i got off before he did, so i went over to the sigma chi house to hang out with the boys. oddly enough, my friend matt and his friends that i hung out with a few weeks ago were over there playing beer pong... it was weird. but fun? anyways. a new club was opening last night, Aye Caramba or something... and one of the EXs- Jackass- is the DJ there, so everyone was going over there. brandon called, saying he found his cell phone, they were going to vinnie t's for free beer, and then heading over to the new place and he'd call when they left vinnie t's.

so we're about to head over to the new club when we see two guys who had left a few minutes before us pull back in the parking lot with a police car behind them. they shouldn't have been driving, but managed to pass 2 sobriety tests and got off with a ticket for running a stop sign. i don't know how. so i ended up driving there, since i'd only had half a beer.

we get there, and all the sigs pretty much are there, and it's pretty nice, no cover, and a big bar. it was almost like athens! so they didn't ID at ALL and i managed to talk one of my friends into buying me an amaretto sour (MMMMMM my fave!) and had that and smoked and all the sudden i see brandon! so i go over and he's like, "i just sent you a text! you're smoking?" but i never got the text and i was smoking. so anyways he says he'll come over and see me at my table in a sec, he needs to get a drink etc etc. so he comes over and talks to me in front of everyone (awwww public interaction!) and all and we really just end up hanging out with our own friends and not each other. it was fine though. i didn't mind. the club was fun but not too much fun because i was broke and driving. so after a while, the guy i drove over there wanted to leave and i was ready, so i went to say bye to brandon and he wanted me to stay with him, said they weren't staying much longer and he'd call, and then KISSED ME on the cheek/lip in front of his friends. it was spectacular.

but THEN he didn't end up calling me until 3:15 AM. that's a little over an hour and a half from when i left. not cool.

anyways. i stayed at the pike house with him and we sort of talked about us kind of... he doesn't want to rush into anything and i need security. we'll see tonight.

OK- SO i just got back from signing a lease for an apt this summer with erin! i'm really excited about it. BUT- bad new- one of the spring break sigs cant go because he crashed into a telephone pole. he ended up being ok, but he could have easily been dead. so he's not going. we've got someone to take his place, but i'm really sad. i like him a lot, and he's an excellent guy. he would have been tons of fun on the trip too.

lots and lots of drama. none of it good.

anyways. i'm doing laundry, then packing, then going to the dollar store, then rock island with the grandparents, then back to finish loading my car up for the BEACH AT 7 AM!, then staying with brandon (he's NOT going out tonight, he's going to be with me since i'll be gone for a week) and then in a few short hours- BEACHY POO!!! so.... yeah!

love
lindsey.