vite...

i think i got fleeced... again.

i hate the rush of knowledge/pessimism that comes at 1 AM. i want to cry. i learned so many things tonight that really... disappointed me. i feel like i was completely taken in and believed everything wrong. maybe i'm just not getting the whole story, maybe i'm rushing to conclusions. after all, it was all one-sided and half-supposed... we'll see.

i wish it was next thursday.

love
lindsey.