dingue de personne

so it's been a while. (for shaina: the translation is "crazy for no one")

things are winding down and, at the same time, getting so crazy i can hardly keep up. school will be over in a week and a few days... kelsey's wedding is in a month or so, and until then i'll be busy with showers and birthdays for the fam. i'll be working full time ASAP. money is really worrying me right now... my rent is due this thursday and i don't get paid until next wednesday. so that's stressful. i'm trying to be ok with it though... i can survive on nothing for a week. right?

so the brandon thing is officially over. he's seeing someone else. evidently she's pretty cool, just country enough. he wouldn't have been the best choice for me anyways, i guess. i've got more substance than that. it's just hard getting over losing something like that. i don't know. if i can get over hatchett i can get over brandon. it's worse though, since we work together. maybe he'll get a real job.

i don't really have any options going right now either. sad... i know. but maybe this summer will bring something around. or maybe i'll just be single for a while.

i really miss my family. i've gained so much respect for my parents and my older sister in the past few months, just thinking about what great people they are. i wish i could be home more this summer, but i'm also excited about being here.

anyways... it's almost time for work... again. c'est la vie.

love
lindsey.

un mari pour ma souer

i can't believe kelsey's getting married so soon! it's crazy. she's so old. i'm getting old. weird weird weird. i'll be moved into my apartment in less than a month, and i'll be on my own this summer, living away from the parents without being in school. i'm sort of scared. not about money, just about growing up.

so sigma chi formal has come and gone, and i wasn't there. i'm hurt by that. but you it's ok. everyone else likes me.

i have a paper due next tuesday and i haven't started it. oops. i don't feel like doing it though. i think i'll try and get it done before friday, if possible. we'll see.

i'm broke.


love
lindsey.

quatre semaines?!

i think we only have like 4 weeks of school left. my GOSH. this is ...... crazy. time is slipping by! i'm glad i'll be here this summer so i don't have to feel like i need to cram everything in though. i'll have plenty of time.

so i didn't get invited to sigma chi formal. i don't care. they can go hang out with other girls, because i've got other people that are way more fun than them anyways. i've been hanging out with jessica and ashley and it's such a fun group. we're regulars now. the bouncers and managers and bartenders all know us and love us. it's awesome! we're actually the girls to hang out with.... we're the ones that always have a crowd migrating around them. yeah. it's pretty sweet. i like it.

i got a raise at work! i was super excited. and i can work full time this summer, so i'm not quite as worried about making rent now.

basically i'm just rushing around everywhere, trying to balance my extreme social life with work, school, and sleep. but i'm so happy!

love
lindsey.